Doing Wrong

It’s hard at times to know what I am doing right and what I am doing wrong. There are some things easy enough for me to understand. I am not very good at marketing myself, I am not good at being consistent, I do not have a high enough turnaround. Other things, however, seem so…

The Next 365

So I talked briefly about my angst over turning 30 and it’s happened… here we are. I am going through highs and lows with this. Going from feeling like I am ready to take on the world and I’ve been too hard on myself, to oh my gosh I have accomplished nothing why even bother…

I’m Back

Hello Everyone, Well, I can finally break the news (as I have on social media) the reason for my extended leave of absence was that we were moving. There were a few hiccups with getting the new place, including the move in date being moved back by over a week. This, of course, happened after…

Megan Rants: Negativity

I had this thought when I went to the grocery store the other day. I am one of those people that is fine parking far away from the store. A short walk is not going to kill me. In fact, it’s probably better for me. It reminded me of years ago when there was a…

Support

I am not sure if I will share this after writing it out as it delves into some fairly private matters. Many years ago after my suicide attempt, I was diagnosed manic-depressive with extreme depressive tendencies (basically I have depression on top of bi-polar in the easiest to understand sense). Years later my anxiety was…

Discouraged

I wrote a short blog post about how discouraged I’ve been lately. It was self indulgent and mostly about how I felt I was barely holding my grip from slipping into another dark spell. It was true, but I realized it was also unhelpful. I am discouraged. I am not writing as much or as…