Doing Wrong

It’s hard at times to know what I am doing right and what I am doing wrong. There are some things easy enough for me to understand. I am not very good at marketing myself, I am not good at being consistent, I do not have a high enough turnaround. Other things, however, seem so…

The Next 365

So I talked briefly about my angst over turning 30 and it’s happened… here we are. I am going through highs and lows with this. Going from feeling like I am ready to take on the world and I’ve been too hard on myself, to oh my gosh I have accomplished nothing why even bother…

Megan Rants: Negativity

I had this thought when I went to the grocery store the other day. I am one of those people that is fine parking far away from the store. A short walk is not going to kill me. In fact, it’s probably better for me. It reminded me of years ago when there was a…

Places I’d Like to Visit in New Mexico

I have lived in New Mexico on and off for a number of years, but I don’t feel like I have truly experienced the state. I don’t know how much longer I will live here, so before I move there are a few places that I would really like to go. Carlsbad Caverns I can’t…

My Desperation for a Yard

Lately I have become obsessed with growing things and wanting a yard. It’s reached the point that I have narrowed even my focus on where Ben and I might live on places with a yard. I find myself struggling to explain why I want this, and if it’s even a valid way to feel. There…

Still Sorting Things Out

It’s taken a long time to get here, but I’ve started to like who I am more and more. Growing up I greatly struggled to find myself and my place in the world. I think this seems like something we all go through, and maybe it is. However, I really felt that a lot of…

I Can Never Get It All Together

I find as time goes on one struggle that remains with me is the inability to get it all together at once. I am able to find success in certain areas, but never drive myself to find success in them all. If Twitch is going well my writing suffers. If my article/blog writing is going…